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I don't know you very well and I can't say I've talked to you before. There are a couple of questions I would have about your event but the idea as a whole makes sense and sounds like it's doable.
I'll be +1ing this application until some other evidence is provided that makes me think you...
I don't understand why anxiety is something that disqualifies you from being a GM. Anxiety is a normal human trait and punishing people for having anxiety is just stupid. I also don't see how an accident disqualified someone for ever trying to redeem themself or getting a second chance.
I for...
I disagree, CO's can run their faction/battalion/group as they seem fit and that also includes handing out punishment. The lack of evidence may sway them in one way or another, but it's their choice at the end of the day.