I know that feeling way too well...

My friend has to choose between blocking me and possibly getting back with her ex. Or they never do and I stay unblocked

I've learned to do what's best for your friend and let him or her decide the choice only hurts more if you don't try, because I've lost a lad close to me before and I felt like hating him but...he went into a car accident last year and isn't with us anymore...it's never good to hate your friends for their choice just let them know how you feel...

My condolences, it’s just, I have depression and this current situation doesn’t happen. She’s literally one of 2 people that I consider a true friend