Well as you guys probably already guessed I haven't been active as much which I would love to discuss my memories and such before I have gotten to this point
When I first joined this community around three years ago I was depressed, lonely, didn't had anywhere to go I was constantly alone and recently left a community I put much my dedication for a year and a half at most. I joined as a Kilo marine just exploring but I was still let down as I was trying to get into multiple tryouts trying to pass but failing (Did ODST twice) I remember a fond memory of @William DMing me in Teamspeak hoping I felt better which was rather a touching and nice response I have gotten from him that kept me going forward in the community as later I got into Sierra 1-4 with Holtwizer as my Squad lead in ODST. Months later I was senior admin put the entire dedication I can to the staff team during my high school time and even becoming friends with people in the community altogether
Over time that memory stuck with me as best time I had in my time here in the community I made more friends, lost friends, made people angry at me for the actions I have taken both in SCP and Halo due to me getting into O5 council on SCP then getting sucked into the drama which also included halo as well.
Fast forward to today I am in full time in College, have a part-time job on the side to pay for my semesters, and helping my family to get my social life in order which promptly means I don't have the time anymore to put dedication into community anymore and thus I will promptly be leaving, of course, I will be visiting in Teamspeak once and a while but that's rare at my times now. I have promptly stopped playing Garry's mod because I don't have the time for it anymore.
If you request my discord if you want to play with me when I am available you'll probably know it was NoOne#8422
And so I will promptly salute to you fellas and people who became friends during my three years here especially to the people who are gone I hope to see you guys sometime in the future but at last this is my last good bye.
- James Balor
PS: To the people who were constantly on my ass, disrespecting me, in a sense bullying my reputation of the server to the ground. Congratulations you won because I am not going to fight a losing battle anymore and not be pushed into a corner every time to be alone by myself with no friends or have no one to talk to anymore.
When I first joined this community around three years ago I was depressed, lonely, didn't had anywhere to go I was constantly alone and recently left a community I put much my dedication for a year and a half at most. I joined as a Kilo marine just exploring but I was still let down as I was trying to get into multiple tryouts trying to pass but failing (Did ODST twice) I remember a fond memory of @William DMing me in Teamspeak hoping I felt better which was rather a touching and nice response I have gotten from him that kept me going forward in the community as later I got into Sierra 1-4 with Holtwizer as my Squad lead in ODST. Months later I was senior admin put the entire dedication I can to the staff team during my high school time and even becoming friends with people in the community altogether
Over time that memory stuck with me as best time I had in my time here in the community I made more friends, lost friends, made people angry at me for the actions I have taken both in SCP and Halo due to me getting into O5 council on SCP then getting sucked into the drama which also included halo as well.
Fast forward to today I am in full time in College, have a part-time job on the side to pay for my semesters, and helping my family to get my social life in order which promptly means I don't have the time anymore to put dedication into community anymore and thus I will promptly be leaving, of course, I will be visiting in Teamspeak once and a while but that's rare at my times now. I have promptly stopped playing Garry's mod because I don't have the time for it anymore.
If you request my discord if you want to play with me when I am available you'll probably know it was NoOne#8422
And so I will promptly salute to you fellas and people who became friends during my three years here especially to the people who are gone I hope to see you guys sometime in the future but at last this is my last good bye.
- James Balor
PS: To the people who were constantly on my ass, disrespecting me, in a sense bullying my reputation of the server to the ground. Congratulations you won because I am not going to fight a losing battle anymore and not be pushed into a corner every time to be alone by myself with no friends or have no one to talk to anymore.
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