Burgie
Hollowed
I hate to post this, but it had to happen one of these days. If you have been active on the server the past week, you most likely would've seen my lack of time played on the server this past week and a half. Life sucks at the moment for me, i'm not trying to have a pity party on the server. Don't feel sad for me, be happy that i'm moving on, please. It's the only thing I ask. The real question: Why am I leaving. Well, to start off, school. School has taken a toll on me, as a 10th grader social issues and loads come in quickly, and my jump from a middle school to a bigger high school was dramatic. The issues I am having has gotten me depressed slowly. And with that comes worse things with how I think, i'm getting help from my parents on this so no need to worry or feel bad. But I wouldn't want to come on the server just to add some hours to my ULX playtime. I want to play on the server to actually enjoy it. But for some reason the fire known has passion has been blown out. There are not words as to how I can describe my feelings right now towards the server, but they aren't good thoughts. These thoughts are me not having fun, not "oh I hate everyone!". I love everyone on the server. You guys brought me out of a dark hole, and made fun moments. But when I get on the server and feel like I simply cannot help anyone in any way without feeling accomplishment just doesn't work for everyone. I'm sorry I let you all down the past weeks for being dull, and kinda lifeless. I'm sorry for just barley cutting the requirements in staff times and what not along that category. I am sorry for not being on in events like I should be as a spartan who leads the team forward. I am sorry for not doing my best, hence why I type this out. As to most of you (Actually all) this is out of no where, and unexpected from me. I have been thinking in my thought filled mind of what I should do for the better, and this seems right for me. I am sorry if I have let you down for making this move, but I think it is my time to go. Below, I will list out names of people who have helped me through the server, and have made my time here the best times I have ever had. If you are not listed, I am sorry, just know I love you too.
To start off:
Aible: You are the soul reason to who I am in the server, you made me who I was. You made me the rock solid rhino member who could push through anything, and taught me everything I need to know. You recognized me for not how fast I climb a wall, but for how I acted and how I cared for everyone. Thank you, and I mean it deeply. I wish I could give you something in return to show how thankful I am, but sadly I cannot. I will still be connected with you over 3rd party applications, along with the rest of the crew. Thank you.
Sarcasm/Tiger/You have so many names, and I love it: God damnit, you did so many things good with me man, we had amazing times on other games and in game. You made a dull mood into the best moods there were. Laggy events turned into wonderful laughing with you. You brought me up when I was down many times you joyful man. Thank you.
Lycan/Alpha/Montana/You have so many names too: You are a special cookie in the jar, in a good way. At first, I honestly thought you were some up-tight man who stood to anything. But, on the inside, you are a caring soul who was the biggest teddy bear, but at the same time, was also a great teacher. You pulled me aside in times and tested me on my knowledge and helped me grow. Like with the breaching training. Yes, you scared the shit out of me sometimes, but I can thank you for that. So thank you.
Onyx: Oh man, you sneaky boy. You are the reason as to why I am a spartan. You brought me into this training and pulled me through, and you did it out of no where. I was sitting alone in a corner listening to spotify, when all of the sudden, you hopped on the TS channel and changed my life since then. Thank you.
Tarkov: When you brought me into the staff team during the interview, it changed my times on the server. You were kind of quiet, but in a good way. You helped me get myself up when I became staff and helped me all through my trial phase. Thank you.
Atlas/Lex: You have many nicknames, but in all, you are the daylight to the community. You made every moment into a fun one, and you would start stupid things for a few laughs, in good ways. When you wanted people to play Cards against humanity with us, you never made me laugh so hard in my life. Thank you.
Mike: You are a silly man, and I appreciate you. We had great times just fooling around in the SSR and running around just having a great time. When I was alone in TS, you would hop in and make my day better. You would include me in things I generally wouldn't walk into. Thank you.
Hallow/Lee/So many other names too: You are such a great person as well. You made us laugh constantly in Rhino 5, and made shitty moments into great ones. Whenever we had training, you did it right, and made it swift so we could do it fast while maintaining our goal. Thank you.
Maddox: Even though we rarely spoke one on one ever, you helped all of the staff team keep their heads together. You made it to constant staff meets and always was prepared for anything that came our way. You were silent in the shadows, but constantly watching. Thank you for supporting all of us, and everyone can say the same.
Jeff: I know you aren't really on the server anymore, and I'm sorry for that, but you are one of the reasons why I joined the staff team. You made fun times all around the clock. You're one of a kind my friend, and never change. Thank you.
If I missed a name, and we both know each other well, I am sorry, tell me personally and I will either add you here, or I will PM you, giving you a thanks and a good bye. Thank you all for the great times, and please don't let my leave bring you down. I cherish you all, and don't ever change.
-Burgie/Alix
To start off:
Aible: You are the soul reason to who I am in the server, you made me who I was. You made me the rock solid rhino member who could push through anything, and taught me everything I need to know. You recognized me for not how fast I climb a wall, but for how I acted and how I cared for everyone. Thank you, and I mean it deeply. I wish I could give you something in return to show how thankful I am, but sadly I cannot. I will still be connected with you over 3rd party applications, along with the rest of the crew. Thank you.
Sarcasm/Tiger/You have so many names, and I love it: God damnit, you did so many things good with me man, we had amazing times on other games and in game. You made a dull mood into the best moods there were. Laggy events turned into wonderful laughing with you. You brought me up when I was down many times you joyful man. Thank you.
Lycan/Alpha/Montana/You have so many names too: You are a special cookie in the jar, in a good way. At first, I honestly thought you were some up-tight man who stood to anything. But, on the inside, you are a caring soul who was the biggest teddy bear, but at the same time, was also a great teacher. You pulled me aside in times and tested me on my knowledge and helped me grow. Like with the breaching training. Yes, you scared the shit out of me sometimes, but I can thank you for that. So thank you.
Onyx: Oh man, you sneaky boy. You are the reason as to why I am a spartan. You brought me into this training and pulled me through, and you did it out of no where. I was sitting alone in a corner listening to spotify, when all of the sudden, you hopped on the TS channel and changed my life since then. Thank you.
Tarkov: When you brought me into the staff team during the interview, it changed my times on the server. You were kind of quiet, but in a good way. You helped me get myself up when I became staff and helped me all through my trial phase. Thank you.
Atlas/Lex: You have many nicknames, but in all, you are the daylight to the community. You made every moment into a fun one, and you would start stupid things for a few laughs, in good ways. When you wanted people to play Cards against humanity with us, you never made me laugh so hard in my life. Thank you.
Mike: You are a silly man, and I appreciate you. We had great times just fooling around in the SSR and running around just having a great time. When I was alone in TS, you would hop in and make my day better. You would include me in things I generally wouldn't walk into. Thank you.
Hallow/Lee/So many other names too: You are such a great person as well. You made us laugh constantly in Rhino 5, and made shitty moments into great ones. Whenever we had training, you did it right, and made it swift so we could do it fast while maintaining our goal. Thank you.
Maddox: Even though we rarely spoke one on one ever, you helped all of the staff team keep their heads together. You made it to constant staff meets and always was prepared for anything that came our way. You were silent in the shadows, but constantly watching. Thank you for supporting all of us, and everyone can say the same.
Jeff: I know you aren't really on the server anymore, and I'm sorry for that, but you are one of the reasons why I joined the staff team. You made fun times all around the clock. You're one of a kind my friend, and never change. Thank you.
If I missed a name, and we both know each other well, I am sorry, tell me personally and I will either add you here, or I will PM you, giving you a thanks and a good bye. Thank you all for the great times, and please don't let my leave bring you down. I cherish you all, and don't ever change.
-Burgie/Alix
