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As you may have noticed from the title , i am officially resigning from my position as the active commander of Alpha company.This is half a resignation post , and half rant , and i am not going to hold back on my words so if you think you might get offended by what i am about to say then please just leave this thread and don't reply.
I'm resigning , i'm sorry but this was the last nail in the coffin for me.I do not want to be a leader of a company full of people who wait to get everything from me.I refuse to literally have to tell everyone what to do anymore.How to do training, what their rank's job is how to take a piss how to do that how to do this.I'm bored of writing docs and doing other people's jobs cause they are fucking incompetent to the bone.There is literally nothing up here other than me.No backup, no help , no nothing.I live in Greece , when you are all active i should be sleeping.For more than one year i stayed a marine , never joined another unit, i stayed sleepless ,i never missed a meeting, i worked tirelessly and never stopped grinding not for my own pleasure , but for the marine corps and i never complained , not once until today.I made sacrifices for this role.And what i get?A thanks?Some acknowledgement?no, only Abandonment. You all abandoned me and if you think i am too harsh then you are out of your minds.You all abandoned me.Scary left for his own reasons , Aible resigned , Swift was nowhere to be found , Respek as an SMMC was absent as always and Nex too.For 3 months i was an XO with the rank of Sergeant major doing everyone's job ranging from training to being the general of the marines.I gave everything i had.To alpha.To bravo.Everything.And you all abandoned me.And when i came back after a godamn 1 month of a desperately needed LOA instead of improving ,You all fucked up.I managed to fight a war on all fronts and alpha couldn't fucking do one thing right while i was missing.I do not want to be in this company anymore as its leader.I'm sorry if it sounds harsh.But its the truth ,and these are the facts.I have no quarrels with anyone , no hard feelings or grudges , i'm just explaining how things went down.
And lets not add the fact that a certain naval captain tried everything to overthrow me with no reason whatsoever the moment i came back , or the other leaders who play nice infront and trashtalk and ask the general of the marines to demote me in the back cause i put them in their place and made them realise they can't do whatever they want and because they have no balls to look at me and say whatever they want to say.
All i ever wanted to do was to make the Marines great , a force to be reckoned with.
That's all i wanted . To make marines something.To be a good leader , to be able to make my marines have fun in this server,to not just be one shots who always get shit objectives in events and being the laughing stock for everyone else.That's why i said shit to ONI , to army and to every other mot*********r who tried messing with my corps.I don't care if you like me or not.I am a leader, not one of the boys.I have the balls to stand up for my company and my corps against anyone and i don't care if its an AF pvt or the ONI director.It just so happens that no one wants to do the same for me.All this time i tried doing those things. i was doing ,or trying to at least.But this dream dies now , along with me as commander. Cause i've been very unfair to myself by prioritizing everyone else instead of me.It's time to do whatever i want , and not what everyone else wants.
Marines.Listen to me.Pull your own weight , do some good and get your thumbs out of your a***s cause if you don't the marines are going to be through a lot of dark times in the future.
It's time you realize that.This was not the way i dreamed of going out , but it is what it is , and there is no looking back.
This is Alpha company Former Commander Jerome , signing out.
I'm resigning , i'm sorry but this was the last nail in the coffin for me.I do not want to be a leader of a company full of people who wait to get everything from me.I refuse to literally have to tell everyone what to do anymore.How to do training, what their rank's job is how to take a piss how to do that how to do this.I'm bored of writing docs and doing other people's jobs cause they are fucking incompetent to the bone.There is literally nothing up here other than me.No backup, no help , no nothing.I live in Greece , when you are all active i should be sleeping.For more than one year i stayed a marine , never joined another unit, i stayed sleepless ,i never missed a meeting, i worked tirelessly and never stopped grinding not for my own pleasure , but for the marine corps and i never complained , not once until today.I made sacrifices for this role.And what i get?A thanks?Some acknowledgement?no, only Abandonment. You all abandoned me and if you think i am too harsh then you are out of your minds.You all abandoned me.Scary left for his own reasons , Aible resigned , Swift was nowhere to be found , Respek as an SMMC was absent as always and Nex too.For 3 months i was an XO with the rank of Sergeant major doing everyone's job ranging from training to being the general of the marines.I gave everything i had.To alpha.To bravo.Everything.And you all abandoned me.And when i came back after a godamn 1 month of a desperately needed LOA instead of improving ,You all fucked up.I managed to fight a war on all fronts and alpha couldn't fucking do one thing right while i was missing.I do not want to be in this company anymore as its leader.I'm sorry if it sounds harsh.But its the truth ,and these are the facts.I have no quarrels with anyone , no hard feelings or grudges , i'm just explaining how things went down.
And lets not add the fact that a certain naval captain tried everything to overthrow me with no reason whatsoever the moment i came back , or the other leaders who play nice infront and trashtalk and ask the general of the marines to demote me in the back cause i put them in their place and made them realise they can't do whatever they want and because they have no balls to look at me and say whatever they want to say.
All i ever wanted to do was to make the Marines great , a force to be reckoned with.
That's all i wanted . To make marines something.To be a good leader , to be able to make my marines have fun in this server,to not just be one shots who always get shit objectives in events and being the laughing stock for everyone else.That's why i said shit to ONI , to army and to every other mot*********r who tried messing with my corps.I don't care if you like me or not.I am a leader, not one of the boys.I have the balls to stand up for my company and my corps against anyone and i don't care if its an AF pvt or the ONI director.It just so happens that no one wants to do the same for me.All this time i tried doing those things. i was doing ,or trying to at least.But this dream dies now , along with me as commander. Cause i've been very unfair to myself by prioritizing everyone else instead of me.It's time to do whatever i want , and not what everyone else wants.
Marines.Listen to me.Pull your own weight , do some good and get your thumbs out of your a***s cause if you don't the marines are going to be through a lot of dark times in the future.
It's time you realize that.This was not the way i dreamed of going out , but it is what it is , and there is no looking back.
This is Alpha company Former Commander Jerome , signing out.
